Exactly 2 weeks from now, this very time, I would be free. i can spend hours and hours watching shows, reading for leisure, cooking and making others eat what I cook. But for now, procrastination seems to rule over me.

I don't want to start reading hundreds of pages for a memory-intensive exam, i don't want to work through 20+ questions for another exam, and i don't want to start my 12-15 page paper, nor do i want to get going on a 1000-word essay. i couldn't be bothered to study for today's quiz, and the paper that i need to present is sitting and gaining dust on my desk.

since i'm not working, and most of my classes have ended, i should have lots of time right? but… i don't know where the time disappeared to - my work will always be near me, right in front of me, at the foreground but i end up staring at the same page, no wait, the same word for an hour. so i thought, okay i need a break. i get coffee, some biscuits and snack and then… stare some more.

i miss my study buddy - suddenly thought fyp wasn't bad after all. at least i have my study buddy hanging out at the library with me, or the same buddy lunching with me admits crazy lab schedule. now.. i continue to stare at the same word with the deadlines in mind.