its interesting that one can feel joy and depression at the same time. joy from hearing a voice and depression from the content.
then comes self doubt.
add in with the promises to keep.
and the miles i need to go..
so tired now.
i wish i can sleep, without keeping promises, or going the distance.

went to meet a prof in the rain. was half drenched with my lil brolly.
climbed the long slope to reached centre of life sciences.
reached there and waited for quite some time.
then another prof told me that my prof is meeting the dean. and if i wanted to wait, i have got the whole night to.
couldnt appreciate the humor.
went back down the slope. and slipped.
just dropped an email to rearrange another appt.

so now. my eyes hurt, my head hurts, my heart hurts and my knee hurts.
analgesics aint no cure. biggest irony? i was to discuss the neurophysiology of pain with said prof.
i should just research myself.

Thomas Hardy

The sudden disappointment of a hope leaves a scar which the ultimate fulfillment of that hope never entirely removes.