so. i have disappeared. like poof. kaboom. adacadabra.

im not unhappy. but im not happy either. its just this twilight zone where its neither this nor that, here nor there. cruising along at this terminal velocity.

anyway its been a 'buying 21st bdae present' craze going on for quite some time. its madness.
then slot in periods of mugging. which probably adds on to the whole 'sokee is mad' trend.

oh and i think coincidence and fate are just amazing. have you ever thought back how you come to know someone, and then make friends with them and stayed as friends? i looked at my friend of 12years and i got a shock. at how much we have changed and still remained the best of friends. i guessed fate plays a hand in all of this, with a touch of a match in personality, and acceptance of the changes in each individual.

oh and for some reason, i just feel like hiding. finding this little corner of paradise, in which i am comfortable. and happy.

which reminded me of sth that my french prof [who's a psychologist but likes to tell us life philosophies] said, that ultimate happiness is impossible. and if someone is TRULY happy, and is fully aware that this happiness is the most he or she can ever get, and is bursting from it, then the only thing that can happen, is to lose the happiness. and this will definitely occur. because there is no forever in reality.

Donna Douglas

I really love pets. They're like children. They know if you really love them or not. You can't fool them.