stayed over at ives' place on friday night..and no. it wasnt scandalous. it was out of desperation as we try to map modules together and a way to save on food, since cooking for more ppl, u can buy more ingredients and divide the costs.. but. his gf was damn pissed off, darn jealous, and i'm feeling guilty. and why the heck am i feeling guilty? dunno. heck.

i still cant seem to make friends. see ppl ard in my hall, but its like we cant seem to click. made an effort to know this guy who lives beside me, someone called tobias, at least that's what i hear. saw him around afew times when we were in the kitchen making meals, i cant seem to connect with him. he ask a qn i ans.. then i will rack my brain to ask some qn..sth that doesnt sound too sok ee.. -__-

oh and walking back to my hall from the strand or the guy's campus suck..it sucks esp when its 5-6pm, since its super super cold, and super dark. everyone in london seems to walk very fast. the speed they walk, i think they can get a B for 2.4km napfa run. i have been walking at my fast speed, the speed when i'm rushing to somewhere in singapore. but i get overtaken EVERY single time.

went to leicester sq yesterday. its where the chinatown is. i have a few pictures i dunno when i can upload. anyway, if i do upload pictures, its to soki.shutterfly.com, will try put a link up on my blog.
anyway bought chinese sauces and a carton of instant mee. yes u read me right. a carton. a carton only has 20 packets anyway. so i might be heading back to chinatown soon. chinatown isnt very chinese, in fact i tink it should be named asian town here. it sells thai, jap, korean, china, and even SINGAPORE stuff..thai like instant phad thai, there's jap and korean sauces and instant mee (i bought korean instant noodles since it cost the same as SINGAPORE maggi mee over here -_-)
there's an amusement park at leicester sq..wanted to go on the rides and the games, but i didnt even try since i was with ives, since i was thinking if its against his gf's wishes to go on amusement park rides with me.. blehs..i'm seriously not bitching abt his gf..RARRRR..

feeling kinda lonely right now. cant seem to make any friends i can talk to comfortably. and its not like in singapore, just anyhow sms someone since the costs involved is much higher right now. its not like i can have internet always since i think i wont be bringing my laptop to my school whenever i have lectures. dont see anyone doing it, and my laptop case is too obvious. i'll be walking to and from campus pretty often in the dark and i dowan to be mugged..

mug in singapore means study. and mug in london means get robbed. ROAR.

lectures here are very different. conducted like tutorials, easier to connect with the tutor. more upclose and personal..

settled my bank acc today. yay. and i can collect my bank card, pin, book next wednesday onwards. seems to be relatively fast. BUT. i dunno when my bank draft will actually clear so that i can pay my accomodation. AND. the opening of bank acc costs me a hefty 60pounds. standard charges. always have to pay when opening acc in london. EEEEEKS!!

i need to settle my modules, but i'm kicked around like a ball, from campus to campus, from department to department, from person in charge to person in charge. i think i have walked over 8km today because i have to go to different department and to the bank. i'm tired and i feel lonely because i still havent make friends. there are so many exchange students from the usa. at first we will say hi, what's ya name etc, after that we dont talk any more because different topics..they keep talking abt what's it like in usa, in their different states.

right now. i just feel sian diao. only food seems to make me happier all the time. but i just ate dinner. mayb i shuld wait for supper.